I'll start with what happened yesterday in real life. See, I have this AWESOME (sarcasm intended) schedule so usually I am sportin' a huge lack o' sleep feeling each day. I ALWAYS change Kate before a feeding. Well apparently, I must have forgotten to change her at 3 before she ate. There is no WAY she could've peed that much in two hours. So here's what happened...I had her in her swing for her little late day cat-nap and when I picked her up about 5:30 to play, she was SOAKED through her little pants. I felt SO bad. She just looked up at me and smiled.
So then, last night...I had another abandonment dream about her. It's the same situation dream that I've had before...I go somewhere with her in the car and I "run in" for a minute and then get stuck inside doing something (last night it was working on a story at CBS) and then when I come out to the car I realize that I've left her in the car and start to freak out only to find that child services has rescued her and I'm arrested. It's an awful dream. I wake up with a broken heart in fear that I've failed her.
This morning when I went into her room to feed her before work, she looked up at me and smiled and I knew that she really doesn't feel abandoned. But ugh, what a rough dream!
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